For all of you young’ns that have that pimp/playa mentality, feel free to skip this entire day of music and writing. This is for the grown ass men that can admit what love is.
You remember it right? The first time? That first time you set your eyes on her. Something was there. No, not love. Not quite yet. But you know you HAD to say or do something to catch her eye. Act a fool? Play it nonchalant? Make yourself seen so she can make the first move? Too many different ways to act on that first instinct. But for some reason, your foolish advances worked on her. She saw past that whole facade and saw you for you. Don’t act like you don’t know what I’m talking about.
And then it started. As cool as you wanted to be, as much as you wanted to have that “fuck them hoes” attitude, she made you softer than marshmallows and sweeter than kool aid with too much sugar in it. Every time you spent time together, you were still nervous. Tingling in the extremities, butterflies in the stomach, sweaty hands. Not very good feelings at all, but definite indicators of what was to come if things went right.
The awkwardness. Sometimes you wanted to kick yourself and say, “wtf were you thinking!” She laughed it off, because it was that much more endearing to her.
The moment of clarity. When you didn’t mind doing stupid shit with her, just so you can spend a little time together. Holding hands, buying her cotton candy at the ball game, just chillin on the couch and vibing on some real shit.
The realization. When sex didn’t mean as much as being with her did. When you want to make yourself a better man for her. When every time you see her, it’s that same feeling all over again. That’s when it hit you. I have to be with her.
It could happen at any age. “Puppy love” can be just as real as any other love you’ve experienced. Don’t let them fool you into thinking otherwise. Once you’re in, you’re in. It’s official. You love her with everything you’ve got, almost with a desperation of sorts. You don’t know when it’s going to happen again, and you don’t want it to end.
And so begins the first chapter in when you REALLY feel alive. Needless to say I've put together a compilation of what I think it feels to be in this state of being. No tracklisting, just dl it and experience it for yourself. Outty 5000.
Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.
Quote From Stephen Packer
The Honeymoon Stage Of Love Fresh Link
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To Be Continued...
